I blogged about being in love with life today. Cause that’s true.
But there’s more love going on right now. Like, boy love. And that’s been glorious. Not because it’s boy love, but because of who the boy is.
Ya, the anxiety is causing me to experience heart palpitations. Sometimes thinking about it all makes my stomach cramp. And I feel incredibly stumped when I think about how this complete game changer just popped into my life.
But it is good.
People who say “I just knew” always used to get on my nerves. I really hope I don’t become one of those people. Not because I don’t appreciate certainty, but because the irony just might be too much to handle. And at this point, I can’t really claim to “know” anything with any type of certainty.
This feels close, though. Close and very right.
So as I type this and listen to him sing in the shower, I will smile. And nod with a clearer understanding of why those before him did not work out.
Insert breathing humongous sighs of relief.